it’s dark out there

Deep in the woods of Louisiana, far from the city lights, it gets very dark at night. When I was in college, I sometimes went home with my roommate to her parents’ country home. When we went to bed at night, the room was pitch black.

One weekend, when morning arrived and it was still completely dark outside, we were awakened by a blaring alarm clock. My roommate couldn’t reach it immediately because she had put the clock across the room with objects in the path between her bed and the clock. Her strategy was that as she ran into the chairs and other items she had strategically placed, she woke up because she couldn’t put the alarm on “snooze!” This particular morning, though, after a few minutes of stumbling around the room, she said with exasperation, “I don’t know where I am!”

Lately, it seems most of us have been feeling this way, as our lives have been upended due to the pandemic. There are obstacles in our paths back to our “normal” life, and we may feel like we are stumbling blindly in the dark. But we are not alone! Even if you feel your life hangs in the balance during this pandemic, God knows the future! Based on His promises, He will be with us, even in these very difficult times.

Deuteronomy 31:6 says, “Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread, for the Lord your God goes with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you.”

He promised.

Confusion

What in the world is going on?

In the midst of this Covid19 that came out of nowhere, I know some of what’s going on. Behind the scenes, there is work happening. Support. Comfort. Hope. My faith is blooming.

It’s blooming because I know who is really in charge and has the solution to our pandemic, both seen and unseen. It seems complicated to us, but to Him, it’s not, because He has the answers. And that’s all I need to know for now.

It can be hard to trust. We are “sight” people, and to believe the unseen is difficult. But Jesus says, “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

So my faith is blooming as I trust in the One who knows all and gives me rest.